Tuesday, August 29, 2006
i woke up this morning,
to receive one of the most suprising news in my life.
i'm enlisting on the 7th september 2006.
and with only 10 days left before my enlistment,
i was left there; stunned upon tearing up CMPB's bloody letter.
10days?! i fucken need more than 10 days to prepare myself for army!
not to mention, there are so many things i still wana do before i get into army.
DARNN...
my concert coming up this 16th with philwinds, would mean a miss.
fucked, totally fucked, when i was still so looking forward to performing
stephen melilio's 'Plato's Cave'.
on the other hand, quickly get it over and done with (NS)
wasn't a bad idea as well.
i've been actually looking forward to army life;
but 10 days was just too, unacceptable.
i don't have a choice then
it's there waiting for me, sooner or later.
i need to get into a new phase of my life too.
i'll just have to prepare myself physically and mentally now.
it's BMTC school 2; 130pm at pasir ris and tekongtekongtekong for now!
you know i'll still love you.
|Tuesday, August 29, 2006||andon diminished the starfire|
Sunday, August 27, 2006
it was quite an unpleasant suprise
so please stop smoking!
"smoking SERIOUSLY harms you and your family"
"smoking makes you young because you'll die young"
i know.. i'm trying too.
i'll put in a bigger effort now.
you know i still do.
just look over your shoulder;
i'll be here always
replies to my tags!
FYE!: hah bro. i love everything of her except her singing!
YANG: i love paris too. =]
|Sunday, August 27, 2006||andon diminished the starfire|
Saturday, August 26, 2006
The Philharmonic Family in Concert
The Philharmonic Winds and Philharmonic Youth Winds in concert
Date: Sep 16 (Sat)
Time: 7pm
Venue: Singapore Conference Hall
Conductors: Mr Lin Ah Leck and Dr Alan Lourens
Price: $15 (free seating)
replies to my tags!
AARON! =D : i know, im trying to quit. =]
JIAWEI: heya big boy. =]
ANGEL: yes angel! haha, killer body and looks, but voice *er-hem. she should stick to modelling and being her usual bimbotic self. =]
WP: i only glanced thru her MTV, which song are you referring to? her "turn it on" the beginning is sucha flop pls. her voice is a joke! hahaha. =]
MATT: you should hear me sing instead bro. =D
|Saturday, August 26, 2006||andon diminished the starfire|
Friday, August 25, 2006
God is fair, because Paris Hilton can't sing.
|Friday, August 25, 2006||andon diminished the starfire|
Thursday, August 24, 2006
i've lost any chance for me to say
to say that i miss you, say that i love you
will someone please tell me i'm okay
i wasn't prepared for whats to come
a life made of memories gone so young
and now i'm regretting all i've done
but in your heart
know that i'm with you all along
i never thought that this could go
and take me away from all i know
and leave me to think i'm on my own
but your love will take me, you were the one
who sat through nights, you held me tight
and made sure i'm okay
and i thank you for, the love you gave to me
wherever you go, i will be waiting
whenever you call, i will be there
whatever it takes, i'll make your darkest day so bright
i'm in your heart tonight.
|Thursday, August 24, 2006||andon diminished the starfire|
give me a better concoction;
fire sign and A+blood group.
explains my short-but not hot temper.
sighs.
|Thursday, August 24, 2006||andon diminished the starfire|
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
i've filled my head with your voice
and you are everything i hold dearest to.
replies to my tags!
alan: my eyes are fine, dont worry. thanks
nica: yeah, im still the same. still telling lots of VERY FUNNY jokes. (u know i do!) =D
edison: BZ's comp crashed, so not online as often. ><
jiawei: one ticket only? nobody watches concerts ALONE y'know? pls dont flood my tagboard, fruitless attempts. i know ur laughter is deafening.
blur piggy: ehhh.. i SMILED at you ok.
benji: go where bro?
winston: hey godbro, u can call me whatever u want, except nun! >< and yes, more songs to come!
fye: hey =D stop looking around! look at my entries!
shu: i read urs too! u dont seem quite okay these days, pls stay strong. see you at rehearsals!
|Wednesday, August 23, 2006||andon diminished the starfire|
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
do not ever doubt a man's determination.
"real greatness, like true soul, is forever"
|Tuesday, August 22, 2006||andon diminished the starfire|
Sunday, August 20, 2006
The Philharmonic Winds and Philharmonic Youth Winds in concert
Date: Sep 16 (Sat)
Time: 7pm
Venue: Singapore Conference Hall
Conductors: Mr Lin Ah Leck and Dr Alan Lourens
Price: $15 (free seating)
there are certain people i wish to see at my concert.
you guys know who you are!
so make ya'selves free by hook or by crook!
=D
|Sunday, August 20, 2006||andon diminished the starfire|
Friday, August 18, 2006
FWD:
Please help advertise to your friends or for yourselves if you are interested in this audition.
SSO is currently looking into increasing our pool of local freelancers for the SSO and will be holding an audition for all potential freelancers at the end of September. All forms of western instruments (e.g. saxophones, banjo etc) are welcomed to apply.
If you know anyone (example friends in SAF Bands, PCO, SYO, YST, NAFA, La-Salle or anyone whom is good enough) who would be interested to come for this audition, kindly get them to email their resume to me by the 23rd of August. I will inform them subsequently of the audition pieces, dates, and venue. My email address is adrian@sso.org.sg
Thank you for your help!
Regards,
Adrian Chiang
Senior Orchestra Executive
Singapore Symphony Orchestra
11 Empress Place, Victoria Memorial Hall, S(179558)
Tel: +65 63396861 / Fax: +65 6336 6382 / Hp: +65 91377 045
replies to my tags!
winston: tell gan-ma i'll visit her soon! LOL =D
benji: heyhey, slap urs back you pole.
kelvin: okay, soon! =]]
max: ask and you will be told, aint hiding no shit bro. =]]
jiawei: ahh, u know jiawei, patience is a virtue. =D
tino: yeah i will, you too. be good.
fye: lao ahbeng =..= you didn't read under 'about the boy' ? it's written 19yearsYOUNG!
|Friday, August 18, 2006||andon diminished the starfire|
hearted, only allows negativity to take control;
willed, gives in to temptations;
faithed, never believes;
mind, invites pessimism;
soul, will be engulfed in eternal darkness.
take control.
listen with your heart.
for i will not be weak.
when the stars didn't shine, stargaze with me.
|Friday, August 18, 2006||andon diminished the starfire|
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
thats what loving was all about wasn't it.
i'm faithful.
and i love you!
wahaahahahaa.. =]]]]]
|Tuesday, August 15, 2006||andon diminished the starfire|
blurpiggy: heh, yeah. i'll try to, you too. take care. =]
Angel: yesyes, i know, suprising. ><
edmund: yeah, worked there for awhile only, and got sacked already haha, nothing new for me.
AARON: =]]]]]]]]]]
jiawei: hah, $10/joke pls. ^^
kelvinANG: heyy =]
shu: thanksthanks. i'll stay strong, you too! see u in rehs.
VAN: uhmm.. ready for?
MYHOTCOUSIN: if people do anything funny, just kick them in the balls la. =D
anana: hey bro, i'll be fine thanks. nothing new, my eyes are easily red when i drink. you take care too, study hard for ur exams!
|Tuesday, August 15, 2006||andon diminished the starfire|
|Tuesday, August 15, 2006||andon diminished the starfire|
Sunday, August 13, 2006
i know who's good to me and who's not;
i know who truly cares for me and who doesn't;
i will live for the people i love and cherish;
reach down to the darkest corners of my heart;
i will feel you guys once again.
some people just have to go.
been given too many 'wake-up calls' lately.
watch me;
i'll be back.
|Sunday, August 13, 2006||andon diminished the starfire|
Saturday, August 12, 2006
now won't u guys quit bugging me about my special someone?7 years not for nothing.
|Saturday, August 12, 2006||andon diminished the starfire|
it's Him that we should listen to; His teachings will never be wrong.
i'm not a christian, but i do listen to them.
i was just flipping through a holy bible and chanced upon this page;
somehow i'm starting to believe it's meant to be, of all pages.
here's what i'd love to share, especially with my close friends who have too much going on in their lives right now.
ECCLESIASTES 2:7
A Time For Everything
There is a time for everything,
and a season for activity under heaven:
a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,
a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a time to build,
a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,
a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain,
a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,
a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,
a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.
Stand in Awe of God
Do not be quick with your mouth,
do not be hasty in your heart
to utter anything before God.
God is in heaven and you are on earth,
so let your words be few.
As a dream comes when there are many cares,
so the speech of a fool when there are many words.
just these enough, made my mind open.
just these enough, made me come to my senses.
just these enough, taught me more than anything else.
cuz everthing happens for a reason.
|Saturday, August 12, 2006||andon diminished the starfire|
Friday, August 11, 2006
i've decided that the only thing that walks beside me now is my shadow.
anyway, my comp crashed; i didn't had the chance to update on time.
but here's to my sunny little island i call home;
happy 41st SINGAPORE. =]]]
because in singapore, singapore the hearts are big and wide you'll find
beacause in singapore, singapore you find happiness(clapclapclap) for everyone........
had my share of fun out clubbing with max, winston, nigel, anavil and dylan.
home: trying clothes on before clubbing;the shirt with 'granny-looking-flowery-prints'.
max wore his turban to the club that night. LOL!
don't kill me for that bro. =]]]
and after; we stayed out till morning to wait for public transport cuz we're all broke fucks.
alright, just cam-whoring a lil. =]
watched 'see no evil' the next day.
i dont even wana talk about it; me and winston were just hiding our faces behind the popcorn container. and benji jumanji seng, heartless-ly sat through the whole show without jumping or freaking out considering the gore-factor. total sickness.
met up with max, nigel and dylan after at suntec. and had more dumb pics taken.
max's breastfeeding session. =]]
alright, thats about all for now guys.
till i blog again.
love.
|Friday, August 11, 2006||andon diminished the starfire|
this boy called derek that i just got to know.
he's my distant-cousin!
and he's funny.
why?
a closer look:
see why i think he's funny ?
now you guys know the purpose of this entry.
alright, just for the fun of it. =D
loves cuzzie.
|Friday, August 11, 2006||andon diminished the starfire|
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
some people i call friends
should just fuck off from my life.
if you're guilt-stricken after reading this, that's you i'm referring to.
FUCK OFF.
i'm regretting more than ever.
|Tuesday, August 08, 2006||andon diminished the starfire|
Sunday, August 06, 2006
some of us might recall her singing 'guan huai fang shi' (a chinese tvmovie)
with chen han wei.
yepp, thats her in person.
she's too sweet.
and adrian pang too =]]
|Sunday, August 06, 2006||andon diminished the starfire|
i wont be able to be online for quite sometime,
am sending my comp for repairs; its too screwed.
good chance for me to get away from everything for awhile too.
take care my friends
love,
bingzhao
|Sunday, August 06, 2006||andon diminished the starfire|
Saturday, August 05, 2006
im just rendering my service through my blog to help publicise;
afterall, i was from the band myself.
the philharmonic youth winds is recruiting!
DETAILS:
http://philharmonicyouthwinds.org/audition.htm
it would be greatly appreciated if fellow bandmates could help me out with this. spread the word around.
all for the love of music making.
|Saturday, August 05, 2006||andon diminished the starfire|
Thursday, August 03, 2006
It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
'Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care
[Chorus #1:]I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star that's coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings
With the truth
When there was me and you
I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled you made me feel
Like I could sing along.
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
And once upon a song
[Chorus #2:]Now I know you're not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings
With the truth
Because I liked the view
When there was me and you
I can't believe
That I could be so blind
It's like you were floating while I was falling
And I didn't mind
Because I liked the view
I thought you felt it too
When there was me and you
so much meaning; it left me breathless.
|Thursday, August 03, 2006||andon diminished the starfire|
its just good or bad.
i personally feel strongly for that; and hope that good things come after the bad.
|Thursday, August 03, 2006||andon diminished the starfire|
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
"matt loves his two powerpuffs.the two cranky ones."
sorry matt, i copied it off your blog without permission. maybe you should do something about your drawing skills.maxzacharychua, i hope u read this.
cuz the both of you still mean alot to me, im just not about to let things go the way they are right now.
you guys have no idea how much i'm missing the both of you, not to mention the times we hang out together and all; cheesecake
i want the both of u back.
3's a team.
|Wednesday, August 02, 2006||andon diminished the starfire|