Sunday, July 30, 2006
im glad i still have them around.
LOVES =]]
if time could turn back, i would treasure the times i made music with these people; bedokview concertband.
we've braved through heaps of shit and hardwork.
all these memories are deeply etched in my heart.
here's to catherine
HAPPY 21st! (belated though)
i never had a chance to tell you this before, but im really glad i have you as a friend and sister. you taught me alot back in our secondary school days, always knocking me back into my senses when i went astray and all. the way you cared unconditionally and taught me so much; so much that made me the person i am today. not very perfect a person, but i've learnt to treasure so many things because of your words; friendship, relationship, family, morality, dignity.
all for my most respected, most cherished sister.
thank you for your unconditional love, care and concern.
with love,
bingzhao.
something else to reminisce upon
|Sunday, July 30, 2006||andon diminished the starfire|
Saturday, July 29, 2006
do drop by if any of you are free.
|Saturday, July 29, 2006||andon diminished the starfire|
i realised it has became pretty stagnant.
just for the record
im adding this entry right now for the sake of updating.
too much complications
too many mixed emotions
too little compromise
too little understanding
was the faith in each other ever there before?
i really wonder.
thats all my head could handle for now.
i cant take in anymore.
|Saturday, July 29, 2006||andon diminished the starfire|
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
when we finally had a decent picture together
did i mention how much the two of them mean to me?
now that we're going through a rough patch; i wished we could stay believing in each other.
to monica
im really glad you're around; all the things that u've done for us and being there for us, i really appreciate everything. and for once, the religion-less me really ought to thank God for sending such wonderful people into my life.
I just hope everything blows over real soon and we can be back like the past.
|Tuesday, July 25, 2006||andon diminished the starfire|
interpersonal relations can be so much of a complication. temptations, jealousy, consequences and all that leads after. it's all shitty.
I've been lending my ear out to too much of the same kinda stories, using my heart to try to mend another broken heart. my heart needs a rest, my soul needs a break. i guess sometimes a healer does need healing too.
apologies to people i've neglected. i hope to have ur understanding now as i need it more than ever. maybe i'm just not good enough for anyone, anything. nothing more than disappointment i bring to people.
for once im looking back, back to the days when everything was fine and all's well.
I'm only human.
|Tuesday, July 25, 2006||andon diminished the starfire|
Monday, July 24, 2006
my cousin's wedding
i guess the feeling i experienced during the wedding ceremony was quite mixed because afterall, she's the first one to get married in my generation of the family.
the cousin that played and watched everyone of us grow up is now a 'MRS'; alright, i'll just need time to get used to it, and now i have a new relative! Hah.
alright anyway, the ballroom was pretty nice. damn romantic lighting and deco and all, but one thing i didnt get was; why wasnt the marriage song played when the doors opened for them to enter? something more contemporary or am i just too outdated? ><
here are just some pics i was busy snapping away with my camera:
the HEARTTHROB.
table gifts
rejection :(
the NEWLY-WEDS
cousins
the one that dotes me most; grannydearest. =]]]
acceptance finally. LOL.
complete.
just us
uploading pictures just take too long and i'm pretty sick of waiting already, so here's about all.
complications. everythings in a mess. erase me.
i kept my heart away, safe and locked and never to speak of it again.
|Monday, July 24, 2006||andon diminished the starfire|
BLOG SET UP THANKS TO AARON.
=]]]
|Monday, July 24, 2006||andon diminished the starfire|